AvelCain - tekubi no kirikata

title : 手首の切り方
artist: AvelCain
lyrics: 業-karma-
music : eve
kanji : peffy (from booklet scan by The Reverend)
romaji: peffy

Cut myself.
itai

Please tell me the meaning of my life.
My heart is so crushed.
How to cut a wrist.
The end of blood.

hitoribocchi de ikiru imi sagashite samayotte tekubi o hiraku

kirai
tekubi kitte afuredasu itami no iro wa totemo kirei na aka shinitai
itai
daikirai na jibun mo hidoi kioku mo zenbu keshitai tasukete
kotoba ni dekinai omoi afurete

Please tell me the meaning of my life.
My heart is so crushed.
How to cut a wrist.
The end of blood.

tekubi ni utsuru mou hitori no watashi
kokoro ga tsuburete shimau mae ni

kirai
afuredashite tomaranai itami no iro wa totemo kitanai aka shinitai
itai
chi ni somaru houtai mo furueru koe mo zenbu kidzuite tasukete
ima sugu yasashisa kajou sesshu sasete

tekubi no naka ni ikiru imi nante nakute demo kiri tsudzuketa shinitai
kizu no kazu dake jibun ga kirai
kizu no kazu dake watashi o mite hoshii tasukete
dore dake no namida de kokoro wa ieru no?

Want to die.




KANJI:


Cut myself.
痛い

Please tell me the meaning of my life.
My heart is so crushed.
How to cut a wrist.
The end of blood.

独りぼっちで生きる意味探して彷徨って手首を開く

嫌い
手首切って溢れ出す痛みの色はとても綺麗な赤死にたい
痛い
大嫌いな自分も酷い記憶も全部消したい助けて
言葉に出来ない想い溢れて

手首に映るもう一人の私
心が潰れてしまう前に

嫌い
溢れ出して止まらない痛みの色はとても汚い赤死にたい
痛い
血に染まる包帯も震える声も全部気付いて助けて
今すぐ優しさ過剰摂取させて

手首の中に生きる意味なんて無くてでも切り続けた死にたい
傷の数だけ自分が嫌い
傷の数だけ私を見て欲しい助けて
どれだけの涙で心は癒えるの？

Want to die.