+INDEX+ SHIVA

ALBUMS

2021.04.08
Catastrophe

01 Core of Catastrophe
02 Bloom
03 Tokyo GUERNICA / 東京ゲルニカ
04 COMA in the Death Vally
05 百舌鳥-MOZU-
06 fuai ni miren, sachi naki tegami. / 腐愛に未練,幸亡き手紙。
07 SANDY SLEEP
08 tengai dokuai kyousoukyoku / 天涯独愛狂想曲
09 CYNICAL ⅩⅨ
10 LonelyUmbrella
11 taishuu wa wareware o sabakenai / 大衆は我々を裁けない
12 PHANTOM(Re:Recording)
13 tsui / 縋

2019.06.05
chissoku ni asobu / 窒息に遊ぶ

01 HOLOCAUST -ホロ・コースト-
02 Breath on letter
03 chissoku no ANNE / 窒息のアンネ
04 SHALL WE HYSTERY?
05 Mr.loser
06 kohakuiro no yume / 琥珀色の夢

2016.05.18
MESSIAH / 救世主-メシア-

01 shikai / 視界
02 MESSIAH-メシア-
03 KAMIKAZE / カミカゼ
04 mayukoe / 繭声
05 THE WORST
06 6gatsu no ame furu yoru. / 6月の雨降る夜。
07 SEPIA sakura / セピア桜

SINGLES

2022.07.13
sennou IDEOLOGY / 洗脳イデオロギー

01 sennou IDEOLOGY / 洗脳イデオロギー
02 MindRage

2020.07.01
taishuu wa wareware o sabakenai / 大衆は我々を裁けない

01 taishuu wa wareware o sabakenai / 大衆は我々を裁けない
02 Qisas
03 HOTARU / 蛍垂ル

2019.11.27
Tokyo GUERNICA / 東京ゲルニカ

01 Tokyo GUERNICA / 東京ゲルニカ
02 TIMELESS
03 kichiku TERRORISM / 鬼畜テロリズム

2018.12.05
百舌鳥-MOZU-

01 百舌鳥-MOZU-
02 Silence WORLD
03 DutchWife Syndrome

2018.07.25
PHANTOM

01 PHANTOM
02 seiheki SADISM / 性癖サディズム
03 kanshou meiro / 感傷迷路
03 SCAR-LET -UNPLUGGED VER.-

2018.01.31
BLOODY SKIN

01 BLOODY SKIN
02 KILL BIRTHDAYS
03 "kyomukan" to ameagari ni kieta kanojo / 「虚無感」と雨上がりに消えた彼女
03 SCAR-LET

2017.03.22
JOKER

01 JOKER
02 live -リヴ-
03 GAME
03 dosou / 土葬

2016.10.19
蟻-ARI-

01 蟻-ARI-
02 KUMO TO AGEHA / 蜘蛛ト揚羽
03 LOVETRICK

2016.03.16
DayBreak

01 DayBreak

2016.01.13
VARUNA

01 VARUNA
02 Lady with Emotion
03 KIMI NO KAGE / キミノカゲ

2015.09.02
BRAHMAN no oshie / バラモンの教え

01 BRAHMANISM / バラモニズム
02 rasenka / 螺旋歌
03 BURY LULLABY
04 VEDA / ヴェーダ
05 nageki no baita / 嘆きの売女


OTHER

TRAUMA / トラウマ [from compilation 妖幻鏡 -west- Vol.3 Survive as an Innovator]

SHIVA - MindRage

 title : MindRage
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


I am in a rage!!
For your selfish behavior!!
I am in a rage!!
For your selfish behavior!!

buzama de munou de furachi de youchi de gehin na omae ni sasageru
guruguru guruguru omae no kotoba ga nouri ni yakitsuki hanarenai
buzama de munou de furachi de youchi de gehin na omae ni sasageru
guruguru guruguru omae no kotoba ga nouri ni yakitsuki hanarenai

I am in a rage!!
For your selfish behavior!!
I am in a rage!!
For your selfish behavior!!

buzama de munou de furachi de youchi de gehin na omae ni sasageru
guruguru guruguru omae no kotoba ga nouri ni yakitsuki hanarenai
buzama de munou de furachi de youchi de gehin na omae ni sasageru
guruguru guruguru omae no kotoba ga nouri ni yakitsuki hanarenai

Listen to a pure voice!!
I'll climb up to you!!
Listen to a pure voice!!
I'll climb up to you!!

gizen no kawa o kabutte douchou o motomeru na
omae no ikishini wa ore ga nigitteru

Rage!!
saa minikuku hoeru ga ii  doku zaregoto wa mou akita
GOMI darake no hako no naka de shinu made okasareteiro


buzama de munou de furachi de youchi de gehin na omae ni sasageru
guruguru guruguru omae no kotoba ga nouri ni yakitsuki hanarenai
buzama de munou de furachi de youchi de gehin na omae ni sasageru
guruguru guruguru omae no kotoba ga nouri ni yakitsuki hanarenai

Listen to a pure voice!!
I'll climb up to you!!
Listen to a pure voice!!
I'll climb up to you!!

gizen no kawa o kabutte douchou o motomeru na
omae no ikishini wa erabu kenri wa nai

Rage!!
saa minikuku hoeru ga ii  doku zaregoto wa mou akita
GOMI darake no hako no naka de shinu made okasareteiro
buzama ni nakiwameku ga ii  kudaranee herikutsu wa akita
KUSO darake no kuni no naka de shinu made okasareteiro

buzama de munou de furachi de youchi de gehin na omae ni sasageru
guruguru guruguru omae no kotoba ga nouri ni yakitsuki hanarenai
buzama de munou de furachi de youchi de gehin na omae ni sasageru
guruguru guruguru omae no kotoba ga nouri ni yakitsuki hanarenai

I am in a rage!!
For your selfish behavior!!
I am in a rage!!
For your selfish behavior!!




KANJI:



I am in a rage!!
For your selfish behavior!!

無様で無能で不埒で幼稚で下品なおまえに捧げる
愚流愚流✕２ おまえの言葉が脳裏に焼き付き離れない

Listen to a pure voice!!
I'll climb up to you!!

偽善の皮を被って同調を求めるな
おまえの生き死には俺が握ってる

偽善の皮を被って同調を求めるな
おまえの生き死には選ぶ権利はない


Rage!!
さぁ醜く吠えるがいい　毒戯言はもう飽きた
ゴミだらけの箱の中で死ぬまで犯されていろ
無様に泣き喚くがいい　くだらねぇ屁理屈は飽きた
クソだらけの社会の中で死ぬまで侵されていろ

SHIVA - sennou IDEOLOGY

 title : 洗脳イデオロギー
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


nagasareru mama kyomu ni ochiru  jidai no boukansha
musuu no ude ni shihai sare

zen to aku ga enshutsu sare  sennou IDEOROGI-
hateshinaku meguru mizukara no SABURIMINARU ni yudane
aishita hito no kazu dake kanashimi umare
seishin ga kowarenai you ni shikai tozashita
"You don't stand the repeated disorder
& you were drunk in the time strife My life"

te o nobashi yami o kakiwakete  aragau inochi no hi yo
tanin no ishi ni dake wa  somaranai you ni
kagirinaku hirogaru aa IDEARU no shimesu mama
sakuran no jidai o koete


nagasareru mama kyomu ni ochiru  jidai no mokusatsusha
musuu no nou ni shihai sare
aishita hito no kazu dake kanashimi umare
seishin ga kowarenai you ni shikai tozashita


te o nobashi yami o kakiwakete  aragau inochi no hi wa
tanin no ishi dake o  kirisuteru you ni
utsukushiku tachikomeru kibou no okuribi yo
subete o hai ni shite zetsubou o utau
kagirinaku hirogaru aa IDEARU ga yobu hou e
sakuran no jidai o koete

An strife My Life



KANJI:



流されるまま虚無に堕ちる　時代の傍観者
無数の腕に支配され

善と悪が演出され　洗脳イデオロギー
果てし無く巡る自らのサブリミナルに委ね
愛した人の数だけ哀しみ生まれ
精神が壊れないように視界閉ざした
「You don't stand the repeated disorder
& you were drunk in the time strife My life」

手を伸ばし闇を掻き分けて　抗う生命の灯よ
他人の意思にだけは　染まらないように
限りなく広がるイデアルの示すまま
錯乱の時代を越えて


流されるまま虚無に堕ちる　時代の黙殺者
無数の脳に支配され
愛した人の数だけ哀しみ生まれ
精神が壊れないように視界閉ざした


手を伸ばし闇を掻き分けて　抗う生命の灯は
他人の意思だけを　切り捨てるように
美しく立ち込める希望の送り火よ
全てを灰にして絶望を唄う
限りなく広がるイデアルが呼ぶ方へ
錯乱の時代を越えて

An strife My Life

SHIVA - tsui

 title : 縋
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


dokoka de matsu shuumaku ga  kuru to iu no nara
deawanakereba yokatta ne...

doushite? kanashisou na  hitomi de boku o mitsumeru no?
kimi ga munashikute  kuzuresou

yoku nita kimi to boku  itsushika kowareteyuku?
mada osanai egao o  taguriyoseteitai
zeijaku na kokoro wa urunde shimau kedo
sono chiisa na te o mata nigirikaeshita

shunsetsu no kaze fuku  kuuhaku na boku no kokoro okufukaku
saratteyuku darou

nagai yoru ga kowai  zankoku ni futari kizanda
toki ga tomareba to nandomo negau

tsunaida hidarite ni  tsutawaru kanjou wa
aisaretai to negau "eien" kanjite
me o tojireba kimi ga kiete shimaisou de
tsukiakari terasareru kimi ga hanarenai

hikyou de tsuyogari na boku ni aisou o tsukashi
tsunaida te tsutawaru shiranai kaori ga tachikometa ano hi

yoku nita kimi to boku  itsushika kowareteyuku?
mada osanai egao o  taguriyoseteitai
zeijaku na kokoro wa urunde shimau kedo
sono chiisa na te o mata nigirikaeshita

futari no ashioto wa ima wa kikoenai kedo

mou sukoshi dake de ii  kimi o daiteitai
aisaretai to negau taion hanarezu
kimi to no kankei ni sugatte kurushikute
oroka na boku wa mata arukidasenai

hikyou de tsuyogari na boku ni aisou o tsukashi
tsunaida te tsutawaru shiranai kaori ga tachikometa shigatsu no owari




KANJI:


どこかで待つ終幕が　来るというのなら
出逢わなければ良かったね…

どうして？悲しそうな　瞳で僕を見つめるの？
君が虚しくて　崩れそう

よく似た君と僕　何時しか壊れてゆく？
まだ幼い笑顔を　手繰り寄せていたい
脆弱な心は潤んでしまうけど
その小さな手をまた握り返した

春雪の風吹く　空白な僕の心奥深く
浚ってゆくだろう

長い夜が怖い　残酷に二人刻んだ
時が止まればと何度も願う

繋いだ左手に　伝わる感情は
愛されたいと願う「永遠」感じて
目を閉じれば君が消えてしまいそうで
月明かり照らされる君が離れない

卑怯で強がりな僕に愛想を尽かし
繋いだ手伝わる知らない香りが立ち込めたあの日

二人の足音は今は聞こえないけど

もう少しだけでいい　君を抱いていたい
愛されたいと願う体温離れず
君との関係に縋って苦しくて
愚かな僕はまた歩き出せない

卑怯で強がりな僕に愛想を尽かし
繋いだ手伝わる知らない香りが立ち込めた4月の終わり

SHIVA - PHANTOM(Re:Recording)

 title : PHANTOM(Re:Recording)
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : SHIVA
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


Waking up... boseki ni muragaru Crow
Just like died... inochi hakanaki jidai to tomo ni
It runs around her ghost head seen in hallucination
akumu ni tsuranaru

tenohira de sukuu  kimi wa suna no you ni kieyuku

maboroshi no sekai tsumugu melody  munashisou ni hibiki hajimeta
chiriisogu hana ni yurare  hai ni naru sono koe mo

Are you waiting for me on rubble in a phantom
That eyes lamented life that disappeared in the war
uchinuku zankyou, aijou, songen, hakai  ooitsukusu te o tataki
Like a monster? Really Human?

ikue ni mo kizamu  kizuato kara kimi no kunou ni furetai...

yurikago no naka mitsumeru jidai o  kimi wa naze? fukaku norotta
nokosareta tsugunai wa kitto  boku no te ja kanaerarenai

maboroshi no sekai tsumugu melody  munashisou ni karamawaru darou
taisetsu na usureyuku kimi o  dakishimeta... yume nanoka?

zankoku ni
asa ga tsugeru




KANJI:


Waking up…墓石に群がるCrow
Just like died…生命儚き時代と共に
It runs around her ghost head seen in hallucination
悪夢に連なる

掌で掬う　君は砂のように消えゆく

幻の世界紡ぐmelody　虚しそうに響き始めた
散り急ぐ花に揺られ　灰になるその声も

Are you waiting for me on rubble in a phantom
That eyes lamented life that disappeared in the war
撃ち抜く残響、愛情、尊厳、破壊　覆い尽くす手を叩き
Like a monster? Really Human?

幾重にも刻む　傷痕から君の苦悩に触れたい…

揺籠の中見つめる時代を　君は何故？深く呪った
残された償いはきっと　僕の手じゃ叶えられない

幻の世界紡ぐmelody　虚しそうに空回るだろう
大切な薄れゆく君を　抱きしめた…夢なのか？

残酷に
朝が告げる

SHIVA - LonelyUmbrella

 title : LonelyUmbrella
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


"One rainy day I'm lonely in my red umbrella"

GARASU no kutsu o haita ZUBUnure no nichiyoubi

kare wa tashika gogatsu no kaze to ame ni magire
  furatsuku ashioto hibikasete ATASHI no mae kara kietetta

akai kasa sashite  yamanai ame ni utau wa  anata yo nigenaide

Good Bye jealousy is meaningless
"waiting for you 3 month early"
Good Bye jealousy is meaningless
"Why did you leave me and run away?"
KISU kara tsutau uso  ichido dake atashi no te o tsukami
  kudakeru hodo daite  douzo... kokoro yuku made odorou

Masquerade karen ni hoho someage  IKASAMA Stage sense of beauty
SAYONARA warau

An excuse for suffering?

Good Bye jealousy is meaningless
"waiting for you 3 month early"
Good Bye jealousy is meaningless
"Why did you leave me and run away?"
hikitsuru egao some  genkaku no anata toozakenaide
shitasaki ni itsumademo nokoru  yasashisa wa hontou desho?

Good Bye jealousy is meaningless
"Don't be alone, I'm scared"
Good Bye jealousy is meaningless
"Hold me only once again at the end"
uso no aijou wa ne  kawasanakute ii yowasa goto daite hoshii dake yo
ATASHI asu mo hitoribocchi ne




KANJI:


「One rainy day I'm lonely in my red umbrella」

ガラスの靴を履いたズブ濡れの日曜日

彼は確か5月の風と雨に紛れ　ふらつく足音響かせてアタシの前から消えてった

赤い傘さして　止まない雨に歌うわ　あなたよ逃げないで

Good Bye jealousy is meaningless
「waiting for you 3month early」「Why did you leave me and run away?」
キスから伝う嘘　1度だけあたしの手を掴み　砕ける程抱いて　どうぞ…心ゆくまで踊ろう

Masquerade可憐に頬染め上げ　イカサマStage sense of beauty
サヨナラ笑う

An excuse for suffering?

Good Bye jealousy is meaningless
「waiting for you 3month early」「Why did you leave me and run away?」
引き攣る笑顔染め　幻覚のあなた遠ざけないで
舌先にいつまでも残る　優しさは本当でしょ？

Good Bye jealousy is meaningless
「Don't be alone,I'm scared」「Hold me only once again at the end」
嘘の愛情はね　交わさなくていい弱さ毎抱いて欲しいだけよ
アタシ明日も独りぼっちね

SHIVA - CYNICAL XIX

 title : CYNICAL ⅩⅨ
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


ONE LOVE TWO HATE THREE CYNICAL NINETEEN ×××××

Can I be a deterrent to infection?
sennou kyouran bakuretsu  There is no way to help

You can't answer my distorted love
kanshika  I though psyche
My love was mutated

ore no tainai ni  yobikakeru MONO wa
ketsueki o kaishite okasare

shinkei o ume  mahi saseta nara
HIRU o atae  okashimashou
teikou wa muda  gokan o samasu
KIMI no mitsu o susuri susuri

ONE LOVE TWO HATE THREE CYNICAL NINETEEN ×××××

KIMI no sonzai wa  ai to nikushimi no aida
ugomeku NINETEEN wa  mata kikei ni...

teashi namakubi kusari o maite  gokujou no aibu wa ikaga?
KIMI wa GATAGATA  koshi o mawashite  yoteidoori ore ni ochita
hone o furuwase  mahi saseta nara
HIRU o atae  okashimashou
teikou no hate  tarenagasu no wa
mitsu o susureba manzoku kai?




KANJI:


Ⅰ LOVE Ⅱ HATE Ⅲ CYNICAL ⅩⅨ ×××××

Can I be a deterrent to infection?
洗脳狂乱爆裂　There is no way to help

You can't answer my distorted love
監視下 I though psyche
My love was mutated

俺の胎内に　呼び掛けるモノは
血液を介して侵され

神経を埋め　麻痺させたなら
ヒルを与え　犯しましょう
抵抗は無駄　五感を覚ます
キミの蜜を啜り啜り

キミの存在は　愛と憎しみの間
蠢くⅩⅨは　また奇形に…

手足生首鎖を巻いて　極上の愛撫はいかが？
キミはガタガタ　腰を回して　予定通り俺に堕ちた
骨を震わせ　麻痺させたなら
ヒルを与え　犯しましょう
抵抗の果て　垂れ流すのは
蜜を啜れば満足かい？

SHIVA - tengai dokuai kyousoukyoku

 title : 天涯独愛狂想曲
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 夏朧
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


GIRAtsuita shisen  hikarasete aruku
tengai kodoku no boku no hitori shibai sa

honjitsu mo seiten   IRAtsuku asahi to
sekensama ga boku o mikudashiteiru sa

toki ga tatsu hodo umorete shimau  yasashii kioku
omoidasaseru no wa dare?

kedarui nichijou o kuitsubushi nagara...
  mitasarenai omoi wa shoukyo shite
jibun o takamete kikazatte ikiru no sa
dare ni mo jama wa sasenai

dare kara mo aisarenai hou ga kitto raku de ii darou

toki ga tatsu hodo wasurete shimau  junsui na kako
hontou wa wasuretakunai  Wake up my feeling

kedarui nichijou o tarenagashi nagara...
  mitasarenai omoi wa GOMI ni sute
jibun o takamete kikazatte ikiru no sa
hontou wa ne...

sannengo no boku wa waraeteimasu ka?
  aikawarazu hareta sora ni to'u
kitto nanika ni kidzuite kawareteiru?
tsuyosa ni kogareta mama de  chikara de ubaitsukuse

honjitsu mo seiten  IRAtsuku asahi to
sekensama ga boku o mikudashiteiru no sa




KANJI:


ギラついた視線　光らせて歩く
天涯孤独の僕のひとり芝居さ

本日も晴天　イラつく朝日と
世間様が僕を見下しているさ

時が経つ程埋もれてしまう　優しい記憶
思い出させるのは誰？

気怠い日常を食い潰しながら…満たされない想いは消去して
自分を高めて着飾って生きるのさ
誰にも邪魔はさせない

誰からも愛されない方がきっと楽でいいだろう

時が経つ程忘れてしまう　純粋な過去
本当は忘れたくない　Wake up my feeling

気怠い日常を垂れ流しながら…満たされない想いはゴミに捨て
自分を高めて着飾って生きるのさ
本当はね…

3年後の僕は笑えていますか？相変わらず晴れた空に問う
きっと何かに気付いて変われている？
強さに焦がれたままで　力で奪い尽くせ

本日も晴天　イラつく朝日と
世間様が僕を見下しているのさ

SHIVA - SANDY SLEEP

 title : SANDY SLEEP
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


sajou ni kuchiteku hanabira ni "ushinai" o oboeta

kokoro no oku o nozoku KIMI no  sunda hitomi ni uso o tsuita
kizutsuku koto ni obie  utagai umu

KITSUku togatta bara no kaori  itooshii hodo hana ni sasaru
surikire nagareru reiketsu na boku ni wa  imasara darou...

memai ga tsuresaru  KIMI to kasaneta karada mo kokoro mo kasunde shimau

gunjou no sora ni te o nobashi  hikari ni utare mae ga miezu
sajou ni toketa KIMI o tada  sukutta  hira  hirari

memai ga tsuresaru  KIMI to kasaneta karada mo kokoro mo kasunde shimau

kono kizu wa yagate  boku o mamotteku tsuyosa ni kawaru kana?
kamishimeru yowasa  boku no kizu o fukaku kirisaite shimau

hanabira

sakedo chiredo setsuna no haru yo  kono mama yuuutsu no soko ni kie
kokyuu o wasure KIMI no yume no naka de  nemurasete

gunjou no sora ni te o nobashi  hikari ni utare mae ga miezu
sajou ni kuchita hanabira o  atsumeta  hira  hirari




KANJI:


砂上に朽ちてく花弁に「失い」を覚えた

心の奥を覗くキミの　澄んだ瞳に嘘を吐いた
傷付く事に怯え　疑い膿む

キツく尖った薔薇の芳香　愛おしい程鼻に刺さる
擦り切れ流れる冷血な僕には　今更だろう…

目眩が連れ去る　キミと重ねた身体も心も霞んでしまう

群青の空に手を伸ばし　光に射たれ前が見えず
砂上に溶けたキミを唯　掬った　ひら　ひらり

この傷はやがて　僕を守ってく強さに変わるかな？
噛み締める弱さ　僕の傷を深く切り裂いてしまう

花弁

咲けど散れど刹那の春よ　このまま憂鬱の底に消え
呼吸を忘れキミの夢の中で　眠らせて

群青の空に手を伸ばし　光に射たれ前が見えず
砂上に朽ちた花弁を　集めた　ひら　ひらり

SHIVA - fuai ni miren, sachi naki tegami.

 title : 腐愛に未練,幸亡き手紙。
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


"akai ito nado sonzai shinai"
ANATA ga hakisuteta kotoba o hirotte
watashi no koe wa mou ANATA no mae de
  sude ni muryoku to kashite kusatta

DORODORO fukaku nedzuita wake  ichi ni narezu zero ni hajikare
ANATA no soba dake hanarerarezuni  kagen no tsuki ni michibikareru no

amaebeta nano  nedaru ai ga suki?

kakidashita -blindness- tegami
  watashi kara okuru atena no nai mugon no tegami
yowasa wa mou -end of pain- kakusenai
  fukan no ai o motome kurui nijinda moji raretsu

sou... fuai umare sodatsu

BARABARA chigireru omoi wa nuenu  moreru kotoba wa koukai no uzu
sukoshi wa KITSUme ni kubimoto, teashi  nawa de shibatteireba yokatta

yuujuufudan na  sono me ga kirai

kakioeta -blindness- tegami
  ANATA e to okuru atena iri no miren no tegami
toki o koe -end of pain- tsutawareba
  koufuku no mousou o ima tsumiage nemuru wa

hora... fuai fukaku sashita

kakidashita
  watashi kara okuru atena no nai mugon no tegami
yowasa wa mou
  fukan no ai o motome kurui nijinda moji raretsu

sou... fuai umare sodatsu

kakioeta -blindness- tegami
  ANATA e to okuru atena iri no miren no tegami
toki o koe -end of pain- tsutawareba
  koufuku no mousou o ima tsumiage nemuru wa

kakioeta -blindness- tegami
  watashi kara okuru atena no nai mugon no tegami
yowasa dake -end of pain- kakushitai
  koufuku no mousou o ima tsumiage uramu wa

nee... ANATA hayaku kiete




KANJI:


“赤い糸など存在しない”
アナタが吐き捨てた言葉を拾って
私の声はもうアナタのまえで既に無力と化して腐った

ドロドロ深く根付いた理由　1になれず0に弾かれ
アナタの傍だけ離れられずに　下弦の月に導かれるの

甘え下手なの　強請る愛が好き？

書き出した-blindness-手紙　私から送る宛名の無い無言の手紙
弱さはもう-end of pain-隠せない　不感の愛を求め狂い滲んだ文字羅列

そう…腐愛生まれ育つ

バラバラ千切れる想いは縫えぬ　漏れる言葉は後悔の渦
少しはキツめに首元、手足　縄で縛っていればよかった

優柔不断な　その瞳が嫌い

書き終えた-blindness-手紙　アナタへと送る宛名入りの未練の手紙
時代を越え-end of pain-伝われば　幸福の妄想を今積み上げ眠るわ

ほら…腐愛深く刺した

書き終えた-blindness-手紙　私から送る宛名の無い無言の手紙
弱さだけ-end of pain-隠したい　幸福の妄想を今積み上げ怨むわ

ねえ…アナタ早く消えて

SHIVA - COMA in the Death Vally

 title : COMA in the Death Vally
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


The coma in Death Vally
kobamu ai o hikitsutte  soko ni mi o nagemashou

"ANATA ni totte no watashi no sonzai o mainichi maiban nayami kurushimi
kusari de tsunagareta ryouude wa miugoki torezuni jisatsu misui o kurikaeshimashita"

Let's sleep with me. In search of true love
in the depths of this Vally of death...
If you are reborn, be born to me.


itsuka kono ko o dakiyose  aijou sosogeru kashira?
kaerarenu jijitsu ooi  hagareochiteiku risei

chiisa na TORANKU ni wa kono ko dake o tsumekomi
shikai wa BURE hajimete futatsu no kage sakasama ni

soko ni aru gake ni utare  nami ni nomare

Please forgive my mother like this.
I wanted to be your true mother if it came true,
but my heart refused and the madness

shikyuu no umi wa namiuchi  itsuwari no wagako o daku no
shiritaku mo nai jijitsu ga  genkaku o miseta dake

dakara mou nakanaide ne  sugu ni owarasete ageru wa
namae mo nai ANATA wa  "boku o yonde" to

yuitsu no ANATA dakara  kurushimasetaku wa nai no
hontou no "haha" ni narenai  jijitsu ni kigafure

fukai tani no soko  sayonara mou... "oyasumi"

Please forgive such a fake mother.
I chose to die with you, attacking
only the facts that I couldn't change




KANJI:


The coma in Death Vally
拒む愛を引き攣って　底に身を投げましょう

「アナタにとっての私の存在を毎日毎晩悩み苦しみ
鎖で繋がれた両腕は身動き取れずに自殺未遂を繰り返しました」

Let's sleep with me. In search of true love
in the depts of this Vally of death...
If you are reborn, be born to me.


いつか此の子を抱き寄せ　愛情注げるかしら？
変えられぬ事実覆い　剥がれ落ちてゆく理性

小さなトランクには此の子だけを詰め込み
視界はブレ始めて二つの影逆さまに

底にある崖に打たれ　波に呑まれ

Please forgive my mother like this.
I wanted to be your true mother if it came true,
but my heart refused and the madness

子宮の海は波打ち　偽りの我が子を抱くの
知りたくも無い事実が　幻覚を見せただけ

だからもう泣かないでね　すぐに終わらせてあげるわ
名前も無いアナタは　「僕を呼んで」と

唯一のアナタだから　苦しませたくはないの
本当の「母」になれない　事実に気が触れ

深い谷の底　さよならもう…「おやすみ」

Please forgive such a fake mother.
I chose to die with you, attacking
only the facts that I couldn't change

SHIVA - Bloom

 title : Bloom
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


kareochite chirabaru hana  owari no butai o matsu
haruka tooku kanadeta uta yo  ichirin no yume nageku

devise... sore wa kasuka ni hada ni tsutau
forget... fusaida yami wa dead line

Really?... masa ni mogaita rasen kachuu sekai
Can't you?  sei to shi ni furue

wasurenai yo  KIMI ga kureta yasashisa daite
ishiki usureteyuku  kurikaeshi kurikaeshi nigitte yuku

kareochite chirabaru hana  kaori dake okizari ni
haruka tooku kanadeta uta yo  ichirin no yume nageku

Shimmering flowers, people crying for insulation

"nidoto wa hogusanu hana ichimonme  yurari yurari to yume tsukami nagara
  akatsuchi ni kaeru tanmei"

oboeteiru yo  soumatou no naka motometa mizu o
haizuri mawatte  kurikaeshi kurikaeshi namida kareru

sugaru sadame ni toketa mama  tsubomi dake sakaseyou
itami to kunou de kuchihateta  yume wa towa ni

kareochite chirabaru hana (forget me)  owari no butai o matsu (dead line)
haruka tooku kanadeta uta yo  ichirin no yume nageku




KANJI:


枯れ落ちて散らばる花　終幕の舞台を待つ
遥か遠く奏でた唄よ　　一輪の夢嘆く

devise…其れは微かに肌に伝う
forget…塞いだ闇はdead line

Realy?…正にもがいた螺旋渦中世界
Can't you?　生と死に震え

忘れないよ　キミが呉れた優しさ抱いて
意識薄れてゆく　繰り返し繰り返し握って逝く

枯れ落ちて散らばる花　香りだけ置き去りに
遥か遠く奏でた唄よ　　一輪の夢嘆く

Shimmering flowers, people (envy) crying for insulation

“二度とは解さぬ花一匁　ゆらりゆらりと夢掴みながら　赤土に還る短命”

覚えているよ　走馬灯の中求めた水を
這いずり回って　繰り返し繰り返し涙枯れる

縋る運命に溶けたまま　蕾だけ咲かせよう
痛みと苦悩で朽ち果てた　夢は永遠に

枯れ落ちて散らばる花(forget me)　終幕の舞台を待つ(dead line)
遥か遠く奏でた唄よ　　一輪の夢嘆く

SHIVA - Core of Catastrophe

 title : Core of Catastrophe
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


akaku irodori sora ni noboru  sobietatsu hibashira takaku
tadoritsuku hate wa hametsu no wa

Who decided this miserable new world

hidoku yuganda komaku o sashita NOIZU ni hakike o oboete
kami mo azamuku  jidai ga unda dokuyaku

the Catastrophe  shuumaku ni hana
Unsaved fate  soeru shoujo wa
It collapse down  kuchiru sora o yubisashiteru

kikoeru darou  kikei ni kawaru
kaze no koe ni nemuri o ubaware
GURAri to kuzure  EDEN de egaku
"nozomi" mo yagate gareki ni umaru

Who decided this miserable new world

te o hiroge

usuemi ukabe yami o fukameta
hi no ataranu kuni no shihaisha wa
mizukara no tenohira o korogaru
kowareta MESHIA ni zetsumei ataeta

yagate kaze wa yami hikari mo todaeru
kuchi hiraku koko wa "mugen jigoku"

oto no nai sekai  tamashii wa sakebi
soko de kokyuu o tometemo

kanjiru darou  hametsu no yokan
ima KIMI ga sumu sono sekai sae
GURAri to kuzure  EDEN de egaku
"nozomi" mo yagate gareki ni umaru

Who decided this miserable new world

akaku irodori sora ni noboru  sobietatsu hibashira takaku
tadoritsuku hate wa hametsu no wa




KANJI:


紅く彩り空に昇る　聳え立つ火柱高く
辿り着く果ては破滅の輪

Who decided this miserable new world

酷く歪んだ鼓膜を刺した不協和音に吐き気を覚えて
神も欺く　時代が生んだ毒薬

the Catastrophe　終幕に華
Unsaved fate　添える少女は
It collapse down　朽ちる空を指差してる

聞こえるだろう　奇形に変わる
風の声に眠りを奪われ
グラりと崩れ　EDENで描く
「希」もやがて瓦礫に埋まる

手を広げ

薄笑み浮かべ闇を深めた
陽の当たらぬ国の支配者は
自らの掌を転がる
壊れた救世主に絶命与えた

やがて風は止み光も途絶える
口開く此処は「無間地獄」

音の無い世界　魂は叫び
そこで呼吸を止めても

感じるだろう　破滅の予感
今キミが住むその世界さえ
グラりと崩れ　EDENで描く
「希」もやがて瓦礫に埋まる

SHIVA - Qisas

title : Qisas

artist: SHIVA

lyrics: 漣 鴾弥

music : 大馳

kanji : peffy (from original booklet; 1 correction made)

romaji: peffy

koroshiaitai to nageku minshuu e... GURARI shita o hawasu

kokka  zetsuen gyokusai shoumetsu bouryaku kanshuu jigai ketsuron

GIRIRI kubi o shimeru jigyaku Rage

Last show  kakimidasareta

Mind Vision  kousoku hakumei

Last show  shokei kobiritsuki

Mind Vision  kuchisaki dake no jiyuu sura

tsubusarete uchinukareta higaishatachi wa warai

itsu made anatasama no dorei nano deshou?

ubugoe ageru jigoku o miorosu mure wa tada...

maru de tsunawatari no hibi  "kassai"

yonayona higaishatachi wa nakikuzure... ZARARI tsuba o tarasu

kokka zetsuen gyokusai shoumetsu bouryaku kanshuu jigai ketsuron

ni MIRI saki ni ukabu nakigara

Last show  uragirareta

Mind Vision  shikou zeijaku

Last show  mushi no waita

Mind Vision  kidzukeba NIYARI to azamuku

kagaisha no hitomi no oku hirogaru kachi wa aa

doushite? watashitachi o koroshita no deshou?

mushiatsui yoru  zugai o kuitsubusu mushi hau

sakasama... chuudzuri no ratai

kagaisha no shikou no saki hirogaru shitai no yama

doushite? watashitachi wa dare?

tsubusarete uchinukareta higaishatachi wa warai

itsu shika anatasama no omocha ni natta

ubugoe ageru jigoku o miorosu mure wa tada...

maru de tsunawatari no hibi  "kassai"

SHIVA - taishuu wa wareware o sabakenai

title : 大衆は我々を裁けない

artist: SHIVA

lyrics: 漣 鴾弥

music : 大馳

kanji : peffy (from original booklet)

romaji: peffy

Diktatur Nation Wirsow Bauende die...

kono te nigiru kuro no kokka

honogurai mirai o tomoshite miseyou

hitotsu  mune ni kobushi o ate

futatsu  juuji kirisaki inore

mittsu  itami kizanda kazu no ue  taishuu souretsu

Diktatur Nation Wirsow Bauende die...

kagirinaku hirogaru kibou no ishiki mezame

sakuran no gunshuu wa kono te ga houmuru kara

te o totte

hyakunen saki, sennen saki subarashiki kyoushisou

taishuu wa wareware o sabakenai darou

sadame o tachikiri ima... hokori takaku

taishuu o hikitsurete souretsu o nashiteyuku

hane o hiroge tobitatsu saki wa

risou + hakai + tsumi + yugamu + genjitsu =

Diktatur Nation Wirsow Bauende die...

yottsu  teashi shibarareta nara

itsutsu  kono mi rakuin kizamu

muttsu  doku o sosoide yasashiku... kuchidzuke

shidai ni, kieyuku haijintachi wa kuzure

omae ni wa sono saki no keshiki wa mieteiru ka?

sabaki o ukeire muchi utareru no nara

souran no yukusue o kono te de hai ni shiyou ka

Death Burial

tooku kanadeta koe ga kimi o hanasanai

kizamareta kyoushisou subete o sasage

hyakunen saki, sennen saki subarashiki kyoushisou

taishuu wa wareware o sabakenai darou

sadame o tachikiri ima... hokori takaku

taishuu o hikitsurete souretsu o nashiteyuku

kono te nigiru kuro no kokka

honogurai mirai o tomoshite miseyou

Diktatur Nation Wirsow Bauende die...

SHIVA - kichiku TERRORISM

title : 鬼畜テロリズム
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


mae narae  migi narae  kamiawanu GIRIGIRI no risei
kikai no you na OMAEra ni wa oniai no kichiku MORARISUTO

mekakushi sare kubi o shimete jimen ni tataki tsukerarereba ii sa

Exceed shed Blood Open your eyes

muragatta GOMI mushi ni iki chi o suware

itsukara mebae dashita  ore no kokoro no naka ni hisomu
nikushimi o daite kiba o muki
jubaku no koe o kiite  sono akumu ni toritsukareta
hakai no KARISUMA  hane hiroge

Exceed shed Blood Open your eyes

muragatta GOMI mushi ni iki chi o suware

itsushika koware dashita  ore no kokoro no kudaketa MONO
ikari o kakagete niramitsuke
jubaku no koe o kiite  sono akuma no sugata baketa
hakai no KARISUMA  shuura no gotoku  kami no moto tobitatou

kikai no you na OMAEra ni wa oniai no kichiku MORARISUTO

SHIVA - TIMELESS

title : TIMELESS
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


ugoki hajimeta tokei no hari wa
  mujou ni kieru ai o yogen suru you ni...

The clock hands were silently stopping their time
I can't say goodbye
mezameta  boku no yoko ni wa yatsureta KIMI wa mou inai n'da

mi ga kireru hodo no  tsumetai kaze o abi
kodoku ni naita  oroka na boku wa
ochiru shikai  hikui sora no shita de
ano hi no kotoba o megurasu

kizu ga hiraita boku no kokoro wa
  shinjitsu no kaze o abite katachi o kaeru
ashiba nakushi yukkuri to yami no naka toketeyuku

uso de mamorare  uzuku mune ni kidzukanu furi o shiteita
jibun sae mo shinjirarezu
  itsuwari darake no kokoro wa nanika ga hagareteyuku

mezameta soba ni wa ano hi no KIMI ga ite
shizuka ni waratta  yasashiki hibi yo...
ano hi no gen'ei ni  karareru boku wa mata
kasaneta kage ni obieru n'da

uso de mamorare  uzuku mune ni kidzukanu furi o shiteita
jibun sae mo shinjirarezu
  kuuhaku no toge ni tsuranukare kowareteyuku

mezameta soba ni wa ano hi no KIMI ga ite
shizuka ni waratta  yasashiki hibi yo...
mi ga kireru hodo no  tsumetai kaze o abi
kodoku ni naita  oroka na boku wa
ochiru shikai  hikui sora no shita de
ano hi no kotoba o megurasu

SHIVA - Tokyo GUERNICA

title : 東京ゲルニカ
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


kousa suru yokubou ni shitagau  kono machi
hitobito wa oto mo tatezuni kuzureteyuku
  yume? maboroshi? rekishi no A-TO ni nokoru
sono hitomi wa nani o egaku?

moesakaru honoo ga  kono chi o yaku made ni
KIMI ni dake kono ai o sakebitakute
NEON no hoshitachi ga  nigoru sora o sukasu
hito wa mina, yume to kibou no haka o kizuku

Black clouds and city covered by, The ruin that the skin began to feel
Black clouds and city covered by, The ruin that the skin began to feel

takanaru keirei  gouon shoudou satsui o hamu
L&P  heiwa shoumetsu kijinkoku
hajikeru  yume? maboroshi? nageku koe
SUBLIMINAL  shishuu kaoru kouhai toshi

shiroi KYANBASU te ni tori egaku
awaku sodateta KIMI e no omoi mo irodorou

moesakaru honoo ga  kono chi o yaku made ni
KIMI ni dake kono ai o sakebitakute
tsuki wa katachi o kae  taiyou wa kagayaku koto o yame
boku mo koko de naiteita
NEON no hoshitachi ga  nigoru sora o sukasu
hito wa mina, ai to zetsubou no haka o kizuku

SHIVA - kohakuiro no yume

title : 琥珀色の夢
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 大馳
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


kohakuiro no yawaraka na kaze ni tsutsumareta kimi to
mata deaemasu you ni...

rinne no hana ni omoi o takushi... mayoi  tabi o tsudzuke
boku wa mada modorenai  kono mune  kodou wa myaku o utsu n'da

miageta sora wa imada nigotta haiiro de
sumiwataru ao ni itsuka... somaru hi o chikau

hitorikiri de aruki  hirogaru yami o misue nagara
sashikomu hikari ni akogare...
kawatteyuku jidai wa boku ni tou  ikiteku imi o
mukui no yume  sakasete...

yuuutsu ni toketa hitobito no koe  mata kikoete kuru
boku wa mada nani hitotsu  akiramete wa inai... toki ni fuan ni naru n'da

kodoku o daita  boku wa itsunohika ryoute hiroge
ano umi no moto ni dakare  nemureru no kana?

zutto soba ni kimi o kanjitai  motto soba de koe o kikitai
yume wa sukui? yume ni ryouashi o shibarare  ikiru

kohakuiro no yawaraka na kaze ni tsutsumareta kimi to
mata deaemasu you ni...
kawatteyuku jidai wa boku ni tou  ikiteku imi o
mukui no yume  sakaseyou...

SHIVA - Mr.loser

title : Mr.loser
artist: SHIVA
lyrics: 漣 鴾弥
music : 夏朧
kanji : peffy (from original booklet)
romaji: peffy


ikinone tomete kure  C no sekai zawameku
kuruma no kemuri sui  hakike ni me ga kuramu

togire hajimeta kuroi yume ga  ore ni nagarete waratteiru
urusai A no ne ga...

mind loser boy
mind loser days

SOFA- ni shizumikomi  T no tatoo wa tarumi
kagami no naka ni tada...  kutabireta ore ga iru

akogareteita shiroi yume ga  ore o kobande toozaketeiru
G raretsu sokubaku... kokoro nai uta o kuchizusamu  sukui no Maria
shimekorosu loser man

mind loser boy
mind loser days