ALSDEAD - Distrust

title : Distrust
artist: ALSDEAD
lyrics: Maki
music : Maki & Shin
kanji : Ｍさん
romaji: peffy
English translation: Captive Psyche

Spit me out, I'm glad I don't belong
Take me far away...

me o fusete  yomigaeru omoide wa
dore mo minna
bika saretemo  mune no oku de nijimu itami
kiete kurenai

Distant observation
chikadzuku hodo ni
A liar's ambition
shitsubou suru kara
Fuckin' mind pollution
furueteru te ni furenaide

Spit me out, I'm glad I don't belong
Oh...give it away...
itsumo nakinagara  sagashiteita
dare kara mo mienai basho o
hitori obienagara

shinjite shimaeba
itoshiku natte  kanashii dake
yagate kokoro wa kusari netamu dake
desperation......

Distant observation
toitsumeru hodo ni
A liar's ambition
hirakinaoru nara
Fuckin' mind pollution
are kara kitai sasenaide

Spit me out, I'm glad I don't belong
Please leave me alone.
toki o kasane  hanareteyuku
iroaseta  ikiru imi mo
mada wasurerarezuni

subete tojikometa  kokoro no kara
tokasenai nara
mada minu asu ni  kachi sae nai

kakaekienai uso ni somerarete


NOTES:
最初/saisho -> あれ/are (not too sure about this, actually sounds like "hana" but that doesn't make much sense)




KANJI:


Spit me out, I'm glad I don't belong
Take me far away···

眼を伏せて　蘇る思い出は
どれもみんな
美化されても　胸の奥で滲む痛み
消えてくれない

Distant observation
近づくほどに
A liar's ambition
失望するから
Fxxkin' mind pollution
震えてる手に触れないで

Spit me out, I'm glad I don't belong
Oh···give it away···
いつも泣きながら　探していた
誰からも見えない場所を
一人怯えながら

信じてしまえば
愛しくなって　悲しいだけ
やがて心は腐り妬むだけ
desperation.......

問い詰めるほどに　開き直るなら
最初から期待させないで

Spit me out, I'm glad I don't belong
Please leave me alone.
時を重ね　離れていく
色褪せた　生きる意味も
まだ忘れられずに

全て閉じ込めた　心の殻
溶かせないなら
まだ見ぬ明日に　価値さえない

抱え消えない嘘に染められて